last night the girl i've been with eight years and thought was the love of my life said that she thought our love had become platonic and pretty much laid out that she wants to leave me. i've woken up this morning and i just don't know where to turn or what to do. my eyes are brimming with tears as i write this. i never knew such pain was possible. i don't even know why i'm writing this, i just have to say to someone somewhere how i'm feeling and i simply don't have the strength to call one of my mates right now. i don't know if i can bear this. i don't think i can bear it.