desperation

Apr 18, 2012

  1. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    last night the girl i've been with eight years and thought was the love of my life said that she thought our love had become platonic and pretty much laid out that she wants to leave me.

    i've woken up this morning and i just don't know where to turn or what to do.

    my eyes are brimming with tears as i write this.

    i never knew such pain was possible.

    i don't even know why i'm writing this, i just have to say to someone somewhere how i'm feeling and i simply don't have the strength to call one of my mates right now.

    i don't know if i can bear this. i don't think i can bear it.
  2. 2turntables ♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭

    2turntables
    14,922 posts
    Since Dec 6, 2005
    repost
  3. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    :thumbup:
  4. Wozowski Modernator

    Wozowski
    20,031 posts
    Since Aug 18, 2004
    Unless you are living in a house she owns, she moves out. I've had three married mates all have their missus say 'It's over, oh and I want you to move out'. WTF is with that? If you want to move on in your life then you do the moving out too. Get that fresh start in life you want by actually starting fresh. Having your cake and all that shite.

    Doesn't help the hurt, but at least you don't get major pain of finding somewhere to live.

    I believe the traditional route is whiskey, Coltrane and time. It will get better, but not today. :whitey:
  5. 2turntables ♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭

    2turntables
    14,922 posts
    Since Dec 6, 2005
    :teeth:

    you can bear it.

    or maybe it's not too late........
  6. Wozowski Modernator

    Wozowski
    20,031 posts
    Since Aug 18, 2004
    Whaaaaa? What am I missing here?
  7. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    thanks man. we share a rented flat. could just about handle the rent by myself. but wouldn't work long term.

    we were due to get married in september. everything booked. oh fucking christ this is such a mess.

    and to cap it all i'm in the middle of a cancer scare.

    i don't know how i'm going to get through work today.
  8. parsley

    parsley
    6,611 posts
    Since Apr 25, 2004

    work is good. it'll numb you out a bit. sitting at home is fucking torture.
    Could it be the getting married jitters? all couples go through it.
  9. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    Tits McGee/mateyboy troll post:thumbdown
  10. parsley

    parsley
    6,611 posts
    Since Apr 25, 2004
    true, you can never be sure about alias posts, & the cancer thing did set my spidey senses going but
    a) im bored
    b) its nice to show a little humanity, even when it could be some sub-developed mong being a berk
  11. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
  12. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    Its a troll thread, one in bad taste as well. You cant even think straight but you decided to create a new account on DOA. Also the very structure of your posts shows the content to be a false hood. Desperation is a good name for you but for different reasons than you intended.
  13. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    b) shows your a good guy but its a troll.
  14. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    oh fuck you.
  15. 2turntables ♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭

    2turntables
    14,922 posts
    Since Dec 6, 2005
    it's just another entry into the litany of "me and my partner are splitting up and I feel shit" threads that have graced these onyx pages over the years.
  16. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    Nothing wrong with a genuine "me and my partner are splitting up and I feel shit" thread. However a false one and one of the nature that has just been created shows what sad individuals there are in this world.:thumbdown
  17. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    cheers mate.
  18. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    No point in giving out advise to a troll. Mods please close this thread.:tea:
  19. desperation

    desperation
    36 posts
    Since Apr 18, 2012
    do you know what mate? i genuinely wish this was a pointless windup. in actual fact it's my life right now. and yes, i did sign up a new account rather than using my regular handle, for obvious reasons. it's fucking sad that this board is so suspicious that when a user makes a real cry for help - actually, not a cry for help, a cry of anguish - this is what he gets. i'm done with this. thanks for your charity.
  20. 2turntables ♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭

    2turntables
    14,922 posts
    Since Dec 6, 2005
    wanna go for a beer?
  21. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    Post using your "regular handle" then. If its true, then there is nothing to be ashamed of.
  22. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    Too early for me, and I don't feel too great anyway, thanks for the offer.
  23. Tits McGee

    Tits McGee
    439 posts
    Since Jan 4, 2012
    slow down mr shit detective. I'm not pussy enough to be ruining with other aliases. I only have one DOA account and that's the one Ill come at you with.

    don't be projecting your anxieties on me.
  24. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    desperation to defensive, how predictable. :rolleyes2
  25. Mark_84

    Mark_84
    1,494 posts
    Since Apr 20, 2010
    hence why you registered a new name in jan 2012 i guess...
  26. 2turntables ♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭♫♪♫♩♬♭

    2turntables
    14,922 posts
    Since Dec 6, 2005
    :laughing:

    maybe next time
  27. parsley

    parsley
    6,611 posts
    Since Apr 25, 2004
    wait, what, is titsmcgee mateyboy?

    fuck me im slow.
  28. Tits McGee

    Tits McGee
    439 posts
    Since Jan 4, 2012
    don't mind me, I'll just sit here and watch while you retards run around like headless chickens trying to work out if other aliases are me.

    [​IMG]

    consider yourselves trolled in advance.
  29. hadees Banned

    hadees
    3,840 posts
    Since Nov 22, 2002
    No one trolled here mate.:twothumbs: I preempted it.:tea: Whats wrong with you anyway? Whenever I read your posts I cant help feeling really sorry for you. I'm sure thats not what you want people to think. Anyway chin up mate life's not so bad, I'm sure your life will change for the better soon enough.:twothumbs:
  30. Tits McGee

    Tits McGee
    439 posts
    Since Jan 4, 2012
    if you have to state you haven't been trolled it means you have just been trolled. :smashed: